Sense.

You know there will always be a time where reality hits you, where you just feel you aren't good enough for anything or for anyone. When you saw better looking women out there and their appearances just hit you and brings your esteem to the bottom. I hate feeling this way. I know I should be contented with myself and the people around me but what can I do when I just feel good about my own body? I am trying and trying but I seriously don't know what to do at this point, its like all that I had been doing isn't going anyway and this really upsets me.

People just don't understand the whole situation until something bad happens. 

People only start to care when you are halfway out of working things out. 

People only start to question when your eyes are overwhelmed with tears.

People only start to care when it is too late. 

I am a human being. I am not confident of myself yet. I am still working my way towards contentment. I have feelings too, I feel changes and when something is not right I will try my best to correct it even if it means me letting go of something, even if it means I have to stop doing something, even if it means it will upset me, for a long period. 

I am a human, not a robot, not a mind reader. I won't know things if you do not tell me, I am not a perfectionist, I am not perfect, I made mistakes and I fall. This is who I am, I am flawed and I have imperfections all around.But I am trying, I am trying my best to give you what you deserve.

I know truth hurts, but it's the only way we can learn and work towards our success, right? I won't give up easily. I won't.