Its been so long since I came back here. Just scrolled through all the previous post and realized how much I'd grown over the past few years. I'm glad I stepped out of the negativity life and living my life to the fullest now. I'm happily married, with my bike license and having a full-time job. Time flies, don't you think so? In a blink of an eye, I'm now 23. Long gone the naive 18 years old me living in agony waiting for a miracle to happen. I did not get my desired job, so what? I am happy. I no longer live a life where I had to please the people around me, I no longer give a shit to people who don't put in an effort. I cherish the people who cherish me too, and that's the priority right now.